That person
dropped on earth on 11/10/1994
Friday, August 22, 2008
Trying to be happy.
But i can't.
I feel alone.
But i guess it's okay.
I've already gotten used
To this familiar feeling of mine.
Cry, if you are sad,
They say.
But i think,
Does that help?
So i tried.
Now I've no more tears left.
But the familiar feeling is still there.
Then i thought,
I was such a fool to believe that.
Sleep then, they say.
I ignored.
It hurt too much.
I was scared to fall asleep.
Afraid that it would be for all eternity.
I was, but now im not.
Numbed by the pain,
i shall be relieved.
My heart shall be numbed,
capable of only hatred.
Love? Friendship?
that doesn't matter aymore.
I've been ignored,
Neglected far too many times.
And it shall not happen again.
I shall be a loner,
I don't really mind.
It hurts far too much,
And I'd rather numb my heart,
Then to let it happen again.
Happiness?
What's that?
I don't really know.
What does it feel like?
I don't really know.
The last time i felt happy,
seems so far away.
Nevermind then,
Just let it die.
Labels: I know I don't matter much.so I'll just take myself out of your life. (: i can't believe i cried.
